aosid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - i suppose it has been a week since i melted down. i'm still wary from the paranoia i spun from quiet air, but i've been remarkably stable. and i guess i'm glad to know i care enough to fall apart? i've been daydreaming about climbing everything. there is a certain purity to it, you know? a human's angles are all wrong for sprinting and swimming and lifting. your real shape comes out between the boughs of a proper tree. acrophobia is the cruelest joke ever told. falling is just falling. and when you do reach whatever sorry ledge you're aiming for, there is nothing left to question. so i guess the daydreams make sense. 1:28 a.m. - 2013-03-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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