aosid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - if looks could cause structural damage, i would have glared all the way through the ceiling this week, a gaping hole through three floors and nothing between me and the sky. every night i just want to drift away into absurd astral wandering, but the world has been practicing its vice grip. i've become fixated on the geography of the places i don't live. twice, in dreams-that-weren't-dreams, i've been told to leave the state, to have a proper adventure. the phrasing was identical, the settings opposite, the coincidence impossible to overlook. the city burns somewhere over the eastern horizon, crackling and snapping with its unlikely siren song. it is full of menace and promise and freedom and terror. i love this place completely (mountains trace lines behind my eyelids my blood is cold teal with glacial runoff) but i might have to drown in strange waters for a time. home will wait for me. 10:51 a.m. - 2014-04-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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