aosid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - a beginning is a very delicate time today i felt great. inexplicably great - so very little was wrong that i actually entertained the seeds of paranoia. it was refreshing. i am sufficiently relaxed. to shrug off those shackles of presumed poetry. to simply indulge in pure error-prone prose: i am deeply fond of her. probably not in love, in my historical way: her faults lie before me, each a nascent qualm that will eventually crack the earth, lead me to flee and burn every bridge i can find, crush that poor earnest sapling. but i haven't given myself up. i don't need to perform those old sad empty rituals to prove anything. maybe i want to, maybe i can't. whatever the result, the future is beautiful (and i'm almost ready to trust the beauty) 8:11 p.m. - 2011-02-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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