aosid's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - there are still some silences that are vexing me right now. like how i've started and erased four or five entries today because none of them were especially worthwhile. or like how i pull my phone out every ten minutes or so to write and discard some message (quirky or sweet or anything at all) to idaho. i really want to seem interesting and end up silent because of it. i really want to spend time with my parents but they'll ask questions that i'm not ready to answer. i have to keep the peace for now. there are the professors i need to ask for favors, the ever-growing list of friends i need to get back in touch with. and that'll just take a bit of time and effort. at least my problems are secretly all the same problem. 2:09 p.m. - 2013-07-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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